I love my girlfriend so much. She means everything to me. Today is the day I finally get to propose to her, but rather than being excited about this, I am nervous as hell.
I’m not nervous because most guys are usually nervous right before they pop the question, but I am nervous because she would most likely turn me down, but I still feel that strong urge to do it anyway.
I have done a lot to her in the past, and right now I am being hunted by those memories. She has been nothing but sweet to me and all I have repaid her with was my inconsistent acts of commitment, recklessness, and…..rather than mention them, I’d rather give a detailed account as to the reason I’m nervous on this great day.
Zoey and I met on twitter. It was always been the highlight of our relationship. She had posted a picture, and I simply commented: “I’d rather not”. Don’t ask me why. I love attention, and if I comment like 256 other guys, then what would make me different, or better still make her remember me. She sent me a direct message asking me to explain my comment. 
I told her I’d rather not and she got upset. She blocked after some hours, only to send me another message about 2 days later. She gave a full epistle of how rude I was and how she would never want to meet my type in person. It came at a point when I didn’t have anything better to do, so I simply sent her my epistle as well, stating how gorgeous she really was, and how I would love to meet her.
She definitely wasn’t expecting a reply like that, so she got calm and asked me what I really wanted from her. The rest is history. Well, the same history I am willing to tell right now. After two months of online friendship, we decided to take it a step further and planned a date.
I am very good looking, no doubt, but when it comes to ladies, I feel a certain type of way. I got sick the day we were supposed to meet, but I knew if I had told her about it, she would think I was trying to chicken out. I got dressed and hurried to the spot we both picked.
When I got there, I was surprised beyond words by what I saw…
