Tuesday 23rd 2014
I can’t believe I couldn’t finish my narrative about my ultimate club experience. Well, I was distracted and honestly couldn’t string my thoughts together again on that subject. In summary, it was a great time and I definitely relived the moment five more times after that.
This is my first Christmas on Campus. I can’t believe I would be spending Christmas all alone. For as long as I can remember, Christmas in my house has always been about family bonding, and it has always been on the major highlights of my year. However, this year, things will have to be different.
A lot of things have happened in the last 3 months, but unfortunately, I got too busy beyond the point of recording all my daily events. I really don’t know where to start. It has been one hell of a roller coaster ride. I have had my fair share of pain, happiness and other emotions, no one ever told me existed.
Grace and I had a major fight. I told her about her brother’s friend whom I met during the first club trip, and how attracted I was to him, and guess what she did? She went straight ahead and told him all about it. I probably wouldn’t have been mad if not for the fact that he called me on the phone and told me he was ready to break my heart by going into a relationship with me.
You can imagine the level of my anger the day he called out of the blues to tell me this. Asides the fact that I was stunned when he called, because I hadn’t given him my number, I was also surprised that Grace could do such a thing without seeking my permission first. To cut the long story short, when I eventually confronted her about it, she defended herself and said she was only trying to help. We recently just got talking after about 2 months of no communication whatsoever, even though it broke my heart each time we saw in class.
I really don’t know if its a good thing or bad thing, but I’m kind of used to hitting the club every now and then. I think I was born for this life. My parents don’t know this, neither does any member of my family, but I guess this is what adulthood serves you right? Anyway, while I wouldn’t be going home for the holidays, I have a friend who is willing to come and spend some time with me, and no, none of the guys I mentioned earlier, and yes, its a guy. Crazy ideas right now..but I’m just gonna rest on that. Its been a crazy year overall, and I can only wish for a better one, next year. I’m hopeful. xoxo
