BBNaija All Star’s housemate Mercy Eke in a hitting conversation with a fellow housemate (Alex) was told “go and die”. Mercy said that statement hit her hard. And that as time went on, it weighed on her mind, despite her efforts to dismiss it.
Mercy Eke admitted that emotional incidents have left her feeling quite alone and being alone is not something she enjoys. According to her, the confrontation with Alex actually left her feeling alone.
She confided in Big Brother that the weight of the exchange with Alex had left her sad and vulnerable to the point where she contemplated leaving. She was in a state of sorrowfulness and tears as she had her diary session yesterday.
In her words she said:
“When Alex said ‘go and die,’ I felt like it wasn’t a big deal, even though she claimed not to remember saying it. However, as I thought about it more, I realized I would never tell anyone to ‘go and die.”
“Last night, I found myself thinking about it, and that’s when the feeling of loneliness began to set in. Feeling alone is something I despise because I strive to be ‘very strong.’ That’s my way.”
“I didn’t want to shed tears here, but I contemplated that since Alex is still here and Prince recently joined, I wouldn’t feel that sense of loneliness. However, after the argument, I felt incredibly sorrowful.”
“Engaging in a quarrel with Alex, of all people, was unexpected. Now, I’m at a loss. I feel like… I’m ready to go home.”
